as many minutes,
multiplications of that
sinister old man!
Let him who may be laughing
at my perplexities - no

fraternal sharing
of sympathetic shudders -
let him consider this -
despite their decrepitude
those seven hideous monsters

had eternal airs!
Might I have beheld the eighth
without dropping dead -
inexorable double,
ironically fated,

disgusting Phoenix,
son and father of himself?
But I turned my back
on that cortège from Hades...
Exasperated as a drunk



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who's seeing double,
I went home, and locked my door,
and horror-stricken,
sick and frozen to the bone,
my mind fevered and distraught

by this mystery
and absurdity was damned!
In vain my reason
tried to take the tiller, but
a tempest raged, and mocked it.

My soul was dancing,
dancing like a battered hulk,
an old wreck sinking,
unmasted, in a monstrous
and a boundless ocean waste!






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